Sarah

i’m having an obsessional crisis because i hadn’t even considered visiting my mom for mother’s day until a few days ago. she’s about 2 hours away. i then felt guilty, thinking that ill have plenty of mother’s days without her in the future to celebrate myself and do what i want to do, so maybe i should see her and she should be with me and her granddaughter. but now the day has come and im realizing i’ve set myself up to celebrate mother’s day with 2 travel days in the car with my 1 yr old, which really stresses me out and isn’t how id choose to spend it. im now considering cancelling going out there, and instead taking her out for dinner sometime this week. at this point, im in such a state of paralysis i feel like i wont enjoy tomorrow no matter what i choose. so now find myself in a stupid crisis entirely of my own making.

well, happy mothers to me, i guess :-/. happy mother’s day to all of you!